Tuesday, May 12, 2009

A purpose

I feel so restless. I need to do something. Yes, my house is in shambles and the clean dishes in the dish washer are calling out to me...but that's not what I'm talking about. I need to fight, hug, cry and shout from the rooftops. I want to be an advocate for sick babies, both born and unborn...but I'm stumped on how to do it! I want to be an advocate to all of those, from day one to year one hundred, awaiting organ transplants...but just feel overwhelmed. I want to be a voice for those that can't find their's, but I can't find my way to them. My heart is leading me down a road to forget everything I had originally planned for my life, but my head is simply saying you are crazy and can't do it alone.
AARRRGGHHH! (No, I'm not a pirate...YES, I'm so frustrated). I think I will have a nice long chat with our social worker at Egleston on Friday. I wonder if I could start a support group of some kind...but for which group? Pregnant women with poor prognosis? Babies in danger? People awaiting the gift of life? It's a pickle I tell you, but I'm praying for answers and will post when I find them. Please pray and see how you factor into this...how you can help others in need. It only takes one person to start a chain reaction. I hope you can become a link and not a kink in this chain. :)


Randi Jo :) said...

you go girl!!!..... keep praying and keeping following that passion He has instilled in you.. a passion that started WAY long ago with your love for science/medicine. Seems He has given you a lot of skills that can help in advocacy for patients or mommies with fighting babies. I see God making a beautiful ministry through you! Keep on praying, writing down ideas/thoughts.... talking to people! I will be praying as well!

Jenn said...

I'm so happy that God has placed it in your heart to help! My organization should be up in about a month, so I will ler you know what I had to do, and any challenges.

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